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I'm kind of sad because my older cat, Nisse(NOT the new kitty I've talked about before!!), is dead. He was sick and we felt that we just had to let him go to the cat heaven. I miss him so much, because I got him when I was eight and he had a little story I think I'm gonna tell you guys, whoever is listening.
Ok, I got him when I turned eight, I think. My parents was (and is) divorced, and I got him at mum-home. Then, a very few years later, mum met a guy that was allergic to cats, so Nisse had to move to another home. Then I didn't meet him in a while, he went from one family to another, while I lived on, fought with my mum, moved permanently to dad etc. etc. Then my stepmum surprised me with taking Nisse home to dad-home. Ok, my expression wasn't as emotional as she wished (she has complained about that a few times) but I was, and am, a teenage and I really SUCK at showing my feelings. I don't like t get emotional before other ppl. But, eehm, yeah, Nisse moved to us again, and I'm very happy about that. He had some problems with getting along with our other cat, 'cause he was pretty dominant etc. etc. But then it calmed down, fortunately and he liked the life here. I remember seeing him at mum-home, sitting at the window and dreaming about being outside and chasing birds (we lived in an apartment in the middle of town, so he never went out except sitting on the balcony). Then he got in a fight with another cat, but because of the wounds and the extremely shaggy fur, we though he had been hit by a car. So wee brought him to the veterinary, that said he hadn't been hit by a car, but in a pretty rough fight. Then she found out that he had renal failure, and he had had it for a pretty long time. She said he had maximum two years left, if he had misfortune, half a year.
Now that time has flown away and now, half a year later, we looked at him and we saw that he didn't feel good. You couldn't lift him, 'cause it hurted, and he could barely jump up to the food (we have the food on a glass cabinet so the dog doesn't eat it (cat food is candy for dogs, you know)) and he sometimes just sat and stared right before him, and looked like he was in another world.
But now he's gone. I miss his extremely whiny meow and him sitting in you knee and purring and cuddling. I really miss him. I hope he's good in the cat-elysium and he doesn't have any pain at all. I hope he have a good time of hunting birds and sleeping in someones knee. He'll always bee in my heart and I'll never forget him.
Alive?
Who is? Just checking, tbh. I'm bored. Still doing art occasionally, even if I don't upload.
Question....
If you were part of a RP-group that you totally love, but you don't agree with the founder's 'logic' and feel misplaced in the community, would you stay or leave?
I totally love the concept of the group, but I'm frequently getting discomforted and bitter because of the reasoning behind the system of it + that I'm having a hard time findin myself a place in the community and the p tight circles of friends. It's not that I'm blaming it on other's, most of it is just because of myself and my social skills, but should I give it another try, or should I just leave the group and find a new one? I don't want to abandon my characters for it, but I'm
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So, I'm working on getting some more members to #HalfBlood-Hill (https://www.deviantart.com/halfblood-hill), because I wish it to become as active and fun as it used to be.
It's a assignment and RP group based on the Percy Jackson universe from Rick Riordan's novel. All journals with necessary information are provided on the home page and you're welcome to ask us if you wonder about anything!
So I'd want to notify you guys, if you haven't checked it out yet and feel like it's something for you, please do. And I'd really appreciate if you spread the word and notify anyone who you think would be interested!
Arttrade/Collab or something?
Well, I feel creative, but dont know whatefuck to draw. Anyone up to a trade or would like to do something creative together, like a collab.
I rather draw hoomans, or something humanoid and well, it would be fun with some exotic or fantasy-like design.
You could also request something for me to draw, but I don't promise that I will draw it. Depends on how I feel about the character.
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I am so very sorry for your loss. The pictures here are absolutely beautiful. I love cats--they've always been a part of my family. Mine is 17, but I know she won't be here forever.
Again, I am sorry.
-Caliko
Again, I am sorry.
-Caliko